This Could Be The Start...

~~~~ Hopeful

16 March 2009. Who would have thought. I've been trying not to get my hopes up, to be too happy too soon, but now this just seems so different. Maybe, just maybe, life's throwing me a bone in the romance department. Maybe I've found someone who cares about me. Maybe I've found someone I could have a deep and meaningful relationship with. Maybe I've found someone I could...

There's still a part of me that expects to have this all come crashing down on me. To have my heart torn out again and stomped on. But that part is getting smaller. I know it may easily not work out. There are a lot of obstacles ahead, and we may not make it through. But right now I know this could be so good. Good in a way I've never experienced before. Maybe I'll be happy. And even if it doesn't work out as I hope this is still something... big. I'm actually excited to see what the new day brings.