April 26 2008

~~~~ Anxious

Holy shit...

I've started this again. And I don't want to stop. Never thought I'd feel this way again.

It's True

~~~~ Frustrated

Boys in books are just better.


There's a part of me that thinks god should have just kept them that way.

~~~~ Sick

I have direction in my life. And if I find someone who's staying at Miami over the summer I have direction and I plan to kill myself. At least I'll make money...

I've also learned that I have a fear of commitment. I just need to get through the initial stage and then I'll be okay. I feel like I have hope.

And I'm addicted to the Twilight Series. Except sometimes I want to shoot Bella. ONE PERSON (other then yourself) SHOULD NEVER BE CAPABLE OF ALTERING YOUR ENTIRE EXISTENCE. And I'm currently reading New Moon and that's exactly what's going on. *Sigh* I think that's why I'm convinced I'm better off alone...

Currently Watching: Pretty Woman

It Had to Be This

~~~~ Stressed

"I believe in pink, I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles." - Audrey Hepburn

Currently Listening to: Absolutley Nothing

Yipes

~~~~ Worried

I have never been this broke in my life...

Currently Listening: 10 Rounds With Jose Cuervo - Trace Adkins

Shit...

~~~~ Loved

This is getting really bad really fast... in the best possible way.

Currently Listening: Beautiful Day - U2