On the Ride

~~~~ Okay

It's been a pretty okay week so far. Monday I did absolutley nothing but Tuesday Chanda and I went to the Apple store and she got a new 30 gb black video iPod. When my gold iPod mini loses its battery again (considering this is my third mini I know it will eventually) I'm totally traiding it in instead of getting it fixed. Chanda did that and she got $30 for her iPod and a 10% college student discount. She got $60 off her iPod. If I get a video iPod I'm in so much trouble. I can watch movies in class. Then we went to Carolyn's to watch a movie. We watched the Fantastic Four. It wasn't terrible but it could have been better. No, it probably couldn't have been I'm just not too into super hero stories.

I don't think I can live at home anymore. I might be able to survive this summer but it's just getting to be too much. I can't seem to do anything right anymore. I mean, I know I'm being quite lazy this summer but seriously? What am I suppose to do? I've tried to get a second job and no one in this town has the respect to call me back. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick of all the judgement. I try to not be home as much as possible but it still isn't working. Time is still found to find something wrong with me. Now, I am so glad I have to work tonight.

~~~~ Calm

Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing. Why do I make these decisions? I don't know what I want right now but it isn't this. I just don't know. Ahhhh!

Hmmm

~~~~ Peaceful

This town refuses to change. I feel like I'm back in high school. I mean, seeing people has been fun and I'm glad Chanda's back but it's the same thing over and over again. We have bonfires, then go to the empty office, and evidently I like it when men de-evolve... but there's nothing different except for we have occasional college stories to share. But this is Wooster and Wooster is so far away from college so no one really knows what anyone else is talking about so eventually we just go back to doing the exact same thing. I need change. Work is better this year, except today the Brush didn't have to work because the power was out and of course that happens now when I don't work there but Tumbleweed is easy-going, and the people are nice, if a little naive, and the hours are better, and I can live with the pay, but it's the same thing over, and over, and over, and over again.

This is my plan to limit the amount of time I have to spend in this time until I graduate from Miami:
Spring Semester: AUC!!!! Egypt baby, I have my application almost finished I just need to submit it. I've given myself a deadline of July 15th.
Summer 07: Working down at Disney World. There's a program where you can work at the parks and stay in special facilities and I get to spend a summer in Disney World.
Summer 08: Environmental Services in Ecuador, New Zealand, or Australia.

I need a couple spring break plans and possibly some winter break plans but I think that's enough to get me out of this town and survive until Grad school and beyond. I am so ready to get on with my life.

PS, the move Les Miserables with Liam Neeson, Geoffery Rush, and Uma Thurman? Not very good. Thought you outta know.

Hahahaha

~~~~ Aggravated

How many narcissists does it take to change a light bulb?
-Just one. He holds the bulb while the world revolves around him.

Just trying to lighten the mood.